Does anyone even see these? I guess it could be for just me right...

 

anyways I got the IUD out May 20 2025, just in case since they seem to think I can sneeze and get pregnant  I started taking all the vitamins I did before Zoe or even Owen.. AND guess what not frigging pregnant yet? donno if I should be happy or upset really do I want to grow our family to 5? should we? can we afford it? can we just up and move then afford that? it is all unknown. it took so long to get pregnant and so many losses with both Owen and Zoe that I donno if I have the mental energy to do that again; but it still makes me sad to see a negative test.

Hellllloooooo, if anyone even visits now lol

Tiny update, 

Owen is now 15, Zoe is 2 well they both have been for a month now...

Owens now got the new Dexcom G7 to use YAY it is so much better then the G6 .

Zoe is teething her 2 year bottom molars now. 

 

May 20th I am removing my IUD it stopped working what I was using it for which was to lighten or get rid of period for a few months and it just stayed for 3 months straight and now I spotted for 4 days and nothing.. ugh but we will be probably actively  "TTC" #3  just after it's removed in hopes of a good pregnancy but I need to get all my vitamins still. we came up with some possible baby names but really we used our for sure ones already so it's gonna be hard to get a for sure one.

wow it's been awhile...

No one probably visits my blog so I forget to update it..If you do still come looking for updates sorry LOL!

 I lost both of my grandparents now.

Owen is 14, In High School now Yep! He is Also a Type 1 Diabetic it's been a ruff year he was Diagnosed Feb 20 2023 just before Zoe was born 9 days before to be exact we spent a week in ICU because his sugars were 49 and his pancreas gave out awhile before he ended up loosing a ton of weight and looking sickly skinny family doctor kept telling me kids lose weight when they grow well not like that..But anyways he is better 4 insulin shots a day Carb counting/ insulin adjusting..

 

Zoe is 18 Months old , growing weed of Sassyness :) she was born 2 days before Owens birthday and just 2 days after we got out of the hospital so it was a struggling week but we did it.

she was a good sleeper till molars came in now we cant get her to sleep all night hopefully we figure it out soon.  

In June I got an IUD to slow/stop Aunt Flo from lasting 15-22 days Heavy with extreme cramping... it worked now I have a lighter Aunt flo thats maybe 5 days.. after 5 months...

Sorry this is so late; IT'S A..........

Baby Girl!!!!

Momma was right YAY!

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Updates

Hello 19 weeks 2 days WHAAAA...

Friday we find out Baby Beans Gender 😱 2 weeks later then planned because Sept 10th I got COVID UGH... yep I did, AFTER my Son got it and ended my Husband got it  then me 4 days later... Apparently the teacher my Son has didn't think to tell anyone, she then continued to go to the school till she got the + and couldn't move to go in anymore ya okay not only my Son was out for 2 weeks but 27 other students and 3 other teachers were out... 😣😠 

4 of my Appts for Baby bean were cancelled so I was worried for 6 weeks :(

But on October 7th I measured right on track for 18 weeks and Beans heartrate was 140bpm which is lower then the other times but okay still just getting over Covid..and I was able to book my 18-22 week Ultrasound October 21st!

I think Girl 

Hubby Thinks Boy

Son hopes for a Boy to share his Dinos and cars with but also says it don't matter really LOL <3 

COME ON FRIDAY